This was a hard passage for me. I didn't feel like I got anything out of it. But then I realized why - I don't wait on God. Instead of trusting that God is never late, never early but always on time, I try to take my life into my own hands. And if it were on purpose, that would at least say something about my acknowledging God's perfect timing, right? Instead, I don't even realize that I try to make decisions and handle the pettiest and the greatest problems all by my lonesome. That's kinda bad. It says that I rely on Him so little that I forget about Him and how perfect His will and His timing really are.
So what do I do about this? I think it could be really easy for me to choose a vague application and just.. kinda do it (last like time...) but this is something I really wanna fix. I know that prayer is something I'm really really lacking because most of the time, I just don't feel like stopping and praying. It takes a lot of discipline to become a strong woman of prayer, but if prayer can help me rely on God more and just be still and know that He is God (and it can), then I want to be disciplined in prayer. I want to trust that God is faithful in hearing my prayers and in answering them according to His will and His timing, so I'm gonna pray. Keep me accountable!
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